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07-08-2022 11:08 AM
07-08-2022 11:08 AM
Re: help feeling super depressed want to hurt myself
@StuF hi StuF feeling much better thank you. thank you for your care last night really appreciated it.💚
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07-08-2022 03:59 PM
07-08-2022 03:59 PM
Re: help feeling super depressed want to hurt myself
So glad to hear you're better.
Busy day here, probably gonna clock off for the night. Hope you're ok 🙂
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07-08-2022 05:22 PM
07-08-2022 05:22 PM
Re: help feeling super depressed want to hurt myself
@StuF thank you for checking up on me. Take care of yourself too.
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08-08-2022 08:47 PM
08-08-2022 08:47 PM
Re: help feeling super depressed want to hurt myself
Hey @greenpea Just got your tag now. Internet not working for a few days.
There are lines where it is hard to come back from, and I am guessing you called in help for your son2, as you did not want him being responsible for something bad. Fear of being bad, or doing bad can also be crippling. I guess that is something troubling your boy, and I wish I could reassure you both. The human imagination can be so rich and complicated. You have so much love in you. I do understand why people think and feel those things. My experiences of all that are from a different angle to yours, but I understand how intense and difficult it can be. There are devious forces out there, and somehow we have to keep them at bay. That is why I use the image of the Interior Castle, which for me has solid 3 feet wide walls and built into solid rock and I only let inside the good.
Glad @StuF was here for you and kept you talking instead of sinking.
Good @Acacia could contact you too.
I made tapestry cushions and curtains 20 years ago and I still hide under the cushions when watching tele with my son.
Sending you SAFE VIBES.
Love Apple
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09-08-2022 03:13 AM
09-08-2022 03:13 AM
Re: help feeling super depressed want to hurt myself
@Appleblossom hi Apple and thank you for being here for pea. you are right there are 'devious forces out there'. reality is often caught at the corner of ones eye.x
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09-08-2022 02:25 PM
09-08-2022 02:25 PM
Re: help feeling super depressed want to hurt myself
Has your physical health settled a little. @greenpea I know you had a lot on in that area as well.
Life is not always fair. Hmmm. Rarely Fair.
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09-08-2022 02:49 PM
09-08-2022 02:49 PM
Re: help feeling super depressed want to hurt myself
Ohhh sending you lots of hugs my @greenpea ❤❤
So glad @Appleblossom , @StuF , @Acacia are here 🥰💖
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09-08-2022 05:52 PM
09-08-2022 05:52 PM
Re: help feeling super depressed want to hurt myself
@Appleblossom it has been almost a year since i was diagnosed with heart failure, sepsis, uti and pneumonia and i am almost okay. i cant walk far but am okay.💚
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09-08-2022 05:53 PM
09-08-2022 05:53 PM
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@Shaz51 Shaz51 my sister xx
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09-08-2022 07:27 PM
09-08-2022 07:27 PM
Re: help feeling super depressed want to hurt myself
Glad things are a little better with all those physical health things. @greenpea
I knew it was a lot and serious.
Gently Bently with the walking.
Whatever works for you.
I scaled back my activity and physio etc thru Covid, just doing a few with lighter weights.
Got out to my guerilla garden today, which was really good. Not been there for a few months. Been too cold. I had a bit to plant out, so took me big spade and did me thing. Helps me to have a reason for moving and exercise. Got so sick of mindless exercises, with me neck from years ago. So thats a sign, (feeling the urge to dig holes for my plants) I am getting better.
Listen to your body bella.