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[BPDSurvivor]

Hey @Anastasia ,

Yeah. I'm good but a bit bored coz of my holidays... trying to stay occupied. 

I want to be with people, but I'm so limited with lockdown. 

I've been at my uni work for most of the day, went for two walks and a run. 

Had a simple dinner - home grown silver beet with beans and egg. 

Now I'm watching some TED talks about developing resilience.

BPDSurvivor

[Fluttershy1]

Hey @BPDSurvivor @Anastasia @Owlunar @greenpea @Lee82 @Former-Member @Zoe7 @Emelia8 - 

I really hope you are all well. 

Today has been not a great day, I've struggled with my little alters, my support worker isn't coming back. I went to the doctors regarding my MH and other things, have had to get a ECG machine attached to me for 2 weeks. 

MH triage haven't been that nice either. 
Just want to curl up in a ball and cry...

I'm safe 🌷

[BPDSurvivor]

Awww @Fluttershy1 ,

Hugs to you. Sounds like such a rough patch. How old are the little ones? It's not easy. 

Although I can't support you in person, I'm with you in thought and spirit. 

Look after yourself hun. It's okay to curl up and cry. Don't beat yourself over it. 

What are some things you are grateful for?

BPDSurvivor

[Fluttershy1]

@BPDSurvivor - my little alters are - 4,5,5,7,9,10

[BPDSurvivor]

Wow @Fluttershy1 , 

That just proves to me you are stronger than you think! I praise and applaud anyone who takes on kids. It is one of the greatest sacrifices one could make. It doesn't mean they are perfect, but it means they are braver and stronger than they give themselves credit for.

You're in Melbourne, aren't you?

BPDSurvivor

[Fluttershy1]

@BPDSurvivor - the littles are my other personality's they live in me

[BPDSurvivor]

Hey @Fluttershy1 ,

Sorry for being so ignorant. I am still sure you are stronger than you think. You can get through this. We are with you.

[Fluttershy1]

Hey @BPDSurvivor, 

it's okay! 

sometimes it can be hard to understand. 

[Fluttershy1]

hey @MDT, 

how Are you?

[MDT]

Hey @Fluttershy1
I was thinking of you earlier.

I am okay my friend. Just having some tea and an Oreo before dinner.