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09-02-2019 03:38 PM
09-02-2019 03:38 PM
Re: Dark Skies
@Wanderer It is hard when you have been hurt by those closest to you - you fear the inevitable happening again and can't get any enjoyment out of the nice things they do and say as a result. I understand that wall building - still do that to a certain extent with my family - that has improved of late though.
Not good that you are still feeling so down - selling the farm whilst necessary would be adding more pressure on you too - especially as you do not have a house of your own yet to move into. Go easy on yourself @Wanderer - you are doing the best you can do under the circumstances
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10-02-2019 12:05 AM - edited 08-04-2023 06:00 AM
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10-02-2019 08:56 AM
10-02-2019 08:56 AM
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I felt every word you wrote here @Wanderer It is so hard to get through every day when you feel in such a precarious position. It is great that your daughter is trying but I also understand that reluctance to believe in the efforts when you have been so badly hurt by her words. It is a good sign though that she understands how her actions have affected you and is trying - hopefully that continues and you can begin to trust in her and the rest of the world again. Trust is such a hard thing to find and once we lose that it is so incredibly hard to get back. It makes it even harder when your emotions are constantly changing - there is no peace in that at all @Wanderer - it is just a rollercoaster as you have stated. My thoughts are definitley with you. I hope today is a good day for you and you can feel a little less conflicted with your emotions admist it all.
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10-02-2019 09:37 AM - edited 08-04-2023 06:01 AM
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10-02-2019 10:15 AM
10-02-2019 10:15 AM
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You definitely have a lot going on still @Wanderer It is hard chasing up people for money - especially after so long - hope that all gets sorted for you soon too.
You do sound a little brighter today though - hope that continues throughout the day as you get the things done you need to. I am taking it very easy still after being unwell yesterday. I have already been to the shop and chemist so now can concentrate on a few things I need to get done around the house. Definitely will be only doing a little today with plenty of resting in between - I have more energy than I had yesterday but don't want to ver do it.
It is lovely that you think of others on the forum @Wanderer - I think this community is somewhere that we see the best of humanity with how well each one of us supports each other despite what each individual is themselves going through - it is certainly not a reflection on wider society - it would be a much better world if it was!
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11-02-2019 12:07 AM - edited 08-04-2023 06:02 AM
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11-02-2019 12:39 PM
11-02-2019 12:39 PM
Re: Dark Skies
Love that image @Wanderer It is so bright and vibrant
I hope the silage payment issue is sorted quickly - it is very frustrating when someone tries to back down on an agreed price so hoping it is worked out very soon for you.
Glad despite that happening that you had a good day yesterday. I ended up going to my sister's for dinner and it was a really lovely evening. We may even make it a regular thing but that will depend on what I need to get done in the future for work.
Hope today is a good day for you
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11-02-2019 02:24 PM - edited 08-04-2023 06:03 AM
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11-02-2019 02:34 PM
11-02-2019 02:34 PM
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I did think it was a real photo @Wanderer - really beautiful
Glad the silage issue has been resolved despite it has been at a cost to you. Will be good to have that part of the farm sorted though.
Not sleeping is not good - it affects our days so much - hope you can sleep tonight and get plenty of rest during the remainder of today.
I am waiting to hear back from a friend who may call in this afternoon so if that happens I hope he doesn't want to come too late as there are things I need to get done before work tomorrow especially a paper I need to finish reading before our meeting after school. It is actually an interesting read about culture and schools.
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11-02-2019 06:42 PM - edited 05-06-2023 07:32 AM
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