Yesterday afternoon I had my psychologist appt. it was ok. We talked about loss of job and my psych. I told her I was angry with how he talks to me and thought it was time I told him.
my psych called in to see me late afternoon and after a few questions I decided to tell him that the last two times he saw me I was angry. I told him how hard this was for me to e plain my own opinion because I feel hes always right and I'm the child. He thanked me for speaking up and knew it was hard for me.
I walked out feeling ok with myself and thought wow that wasn't too bad!
I went out for lunch today with my D snd little A. Couldn't wait to see her got lots of hugs and kisses from her. Gee I love her so much.
then the boys and hubby came later in afternoon which was nice.
I'm leaving hospital Thursday and go straight to my new psych. We have a session booked. Then home. And Friday I see my GP.
im feeling ok going home but anxious about the future and money. I feel so responsible.
I had to have X-ray yesterday for abdominal pain - my colon is very blocked up. Now on extra meds to hrlp my bowels. My gastroenterologist came to see me tonight. He said stress is def a big factor. Have to see him in 2 weeks. Hoping things improve.
im tired yonight. Another birthday come and gone. It's frightening how quick the years are going.
chat tomorrow. I'm hoping to get a good night sleep.
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