Lacking direction, unsure of what I need to do and generally just fed up.......

[TAB]

Ha ha @Appleblossom  trying not to leave house again today, going a bit spare lol realised had been going to shops too often. 

[Appleblossom]

Its finding other things to do. We can only eat so much ... Ha ha ... maybe a walk or jog at night ////

@TAB 

or get that guitar out and dont compare yourself to the greats ....

@MDT 

[TAB]

hearing that re eating, have started cooking, well things dont normally do like tuna mornay oh and made a jelly lol , ususally limit self to cooking eggs, chops, steak, roasts, heating stuff in mocrowave lol @Appleblossom  would be perfect time to get guitar if any still on fb lol

[Appleblossom]

go for it. @TAB  sure to be plenty online ... good investment and lots of online ways to do music ... social connection with physical distancing ... lol

You too @MDT  get yourself an instrument. Its a great way self soothe ...

or let it rock ..

[TAB]

Well am in country so theres like 2 for sale @Appleblossom lol

[Dani1981]

Hi,

I have been putting a smile on my face and acting positive in front of my family. But I am fighting an internal battle. 

One of my closest friends has been told that her mum wont make it til the weekend. She has stage 4 cancer. I really do feel for her and i dont know what to say. I lost my own dad 1 1/2 years ago, and I have been trying to give her advice. But I dont know if that is what she needs. Maybe i should just be there with comforting words.

I have closed up my practice. I have worked hard on this business for the last 6 years and it is more heartbreaking than I have allowed myself to feel so far. 

My mum is really worried too, she had cancer surgery and radiation and now is on a drug to keep the recurrence low.

I feel so sad right now.

Thanks for reading.

@MDT @TAB @Appleblossom @eth @outlander 

[MDT]

A friend of my sister's took his own life the other day @Dani1981
There is a lot of hurt going around these days I have noticed.
You are not alone in that regard.
Sometimes words are never enough

[Dani1981]

That is true @MDT 

I know people are advising to stick together and look after each other. But sometimes I feel so alone. And other times I feel so lost as to what to say and feel helpless for others.

I am so sorry about your sister's friend. It is a very isolating situation.

[TAB]

Sorry to hear that @Dani1981 @Shaz51

[MDT]

I feel lonely too lately I think @Dani1981

it's a tough for so many isn't it.

Just go easy with yourself.

I think I feel a bit low after watching a dark film today.. But it had a warm edge to it.

But I was feeling this last weekend anyway I guess...

Anyway

Some forumites are over at the Friday feast if you are interested.