Lacking direction, unsure of what I need to do and generally just fed up.......

[Appleblossom]

@MDT 

That is terrible news about your sister's friend.

Now that I am further along in my grief from suicide, I can see how difficult it is for others to relate, or even know what to do or say, so I dont take the lack of support and consequent isolation so personally.  Its just hard all round.

@Dani1981 

Sorry about closing your practise.  Are there any online options ... zoom etc.

Yes there is more sadness in the world, I am hoping that some of it turns to compassion for others and less frenetic busyness.

[MDT]

We will bounce back as a society I think @Appleblossom @Dani1981 But we just aren't there yet

Maybe all these things just have to happen at once hey?

[Dani1981]

I try to remind myself that there is an end to all this... and i do my best at pretending to believe that when I speak to my patients.

But inside, its so hard. 

@MDT @Appleblossom 

[MDT]

What is your job @Dani1981 ?

[Dani1981]

I cannot do telehealth or zoom. It is a very hands on job.

I am a dentist. I could still be open for emergencies. But I do not want to risk my staff, or my patients. I am not equipped well enough to be able to keep them completely safe. @MDT 

[Appleblossom]

@Dani1981@MDT 

I am likening it in seriousness to a wartime situation, though for once it is not human against human, at least with regard to virus.  That at least is good.  All the other behaviours, are varied. I am guessing those who panic have had less security in their lives, so I try and be philosophical about it.  I hope their fears are settled, and the medical supplies go to the medical personnel. I def dont approve of price gouging.

Take Care and Be Safe

[Dani1981]

That is so true @Appleblossom 

I was speaking to a counsellor about my childhood... My inability to believe in myself and be easier on myself when I make mistakes def arises from what happened to me growing up. 

My coping skills are def lacking. 

[Appleblossom]

@Dani1981 

Difficult things in childhood do that.

I hope your work and your practise restart again. Sometimes we can be too sensitive and learning about boundaries of tolerance and responsibility are big for me.

I am in transition regarding paid work atm, and now is not the time to push.

Cheers

[Dani1981]

@MDT 

You went all quiet ? 

[MDT]

Yeah I went off to make some tea and ask mum when she was off to bed haha @Dani1981 so I can use the TV

I understand what you mean about the concerns over health and such. Wise move I think. Do what you gotta do hey