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Hey Hon. Went out early to the shop to get a few things then fell asleep on the couch with Toby when I cam back - slept for around another 3 hours so must have needed it. Going to get stuck into the housework and mybe the mowing this afternoon - that depends on how motivated I am though.
Going to head over to the carer's side to read and respond to your posts there - from what I have already read you are not doing so well today and that makes my heart sad for you 
You know this but I am saying it here also - you are so special Hon and I love you dearly. Here for you and with you @Faith-and-Hope 
Haven't gotten to any work yet @CheerBear Still lounging around on the couch 
I do get super tired after nights like last night - it makes me feel very vulnerable and overwhelmed with emotions but much able to sit with those these days and they seem to dissipate a lot quicker than they used to. It is still making me feel a little sick though - really was a hard night - haven't had one of those for quite some time. I think tonight will be the real test - I often feel a bit of that fear around sleeping for a couple of days after one of those dreams - so it will be a meds early night and hoping for no more dreams tonight.
Your day sounds like a nice easy one too - hope you get the yarn you need for your project and that the 2 of yours you take with you behave themselves. I love that one of your LF were trying to make kitty clothes - must take after their mum hey 
Hey @Faith-and-Hope Hope you have had a better night than you did morning Hon. I am off to bed. Will catch you tomorrow. Goodnight my angel
Not going to church really does show me that you are feeling quite vulnerable still Hon I wish you had those bonds there already as an outlet for you to talk about all that is going on for you - it would be so lovely for you to have that. The long weekend is not far away so very much hoping you will be able to catch up with a friend or two back west to talk some of this through. You really do need a psych in the east to be able to talk some of this out Hon. Really feeling for you - I know how much the isolation can add to your feelings and hate that that is the case for you too at present.
It will be really nice to get that time out with D2 and the friend you have bonded with - is that the one that you have been going to coffee with in the group before?
It will be nice for D# and S2 to spend some time together out of the house too - that is progress for both of them and no doubt will be relaxing for them before Mr. returns home. I do hope that he doesn't put too much pressure on everyone and if he does that the kids stick up for themselves as well. I know you will stand your ground and back your kids - that is a given - but also look after yourself in all that.
I am of course concerned about you at the moment but I know also that you will do everything you can to look after yourself. Your strength in all that you do is obvious but even the strongest of us can only take so much before we crash - but you know best what you need to get through all this and I have faith that you will do what you need.
So many hugs and so much love coming your way Hoin. Here for you and with you always
